Thursday 19 November 2009

Voyage !!

It was just yesterday an another human stepped in this world!

My mother’s womb so secure, so protected, her hands were so warm so full of love and her eyes bestowed love and blessing on a child who was nothing more than a small mass of flesh with no emotions no feelings attached, all new to my surroundings trying to connect to them!

She promises to give me the best of all. Since that day I was blessed with the privilege to see the world, through my Mom's eyes I saw all of it. The sense of music and the sense on movement were first cultivated by her; I heard her saying things to me, singing lullabies to me. I saw her move and learnt grace and elegance.

Values and morals were given by her; she was my first teacher, my first school and my first friend. From a baby to a child I held her finger and learned to walk. I learnt to reach my goals no matter how many failure and obstacles come my way. I learnt the lessons of life in my childhood and I practiced them in my early teens. And the time has now come to imply those to my life as now the time has come to leave my Mom's finger and walk alone with a hope that, if ever I fail or look back I will find her there with open arms to embrace me as I'm with all my failures or achievements. I will see the same love that I saw in her eyes 20 years back as new born.

Life was not easy without her, there was no one to guide me suddenly I realized that it’s on me now. There were times when temptations crept in, urges made me wander and misled me to path which was so cold and eerie inside but a glimpse of them were so beautiful. All luxurious and extravagant but as I loitered on those path something began to eat me from inside somebody was trying to suck the values and morals my mother gifted me once. I heard a voice shouting the road you are treading is wrong! It was my inner conscience telling me not because it should but because my mom's values were so deeply rooted so it was not able to stay mum for long.

It’s almost impossible to change the roads now, that time I again saw the same tempting luxuries and my fantasy overlooking the darkness which will follow it. I was so appalled at my doing and thought my mother would be so upset and will chide me or even hate to say I'm her child. To my astonishment it was not as I expected she did reprimanded me but I saw the same love and concern in her eyes. But this time I promised her not to get influenced and reach my goals.

Life is beautiful! Yes indeed but it has its share of ugliness as life is all about opposites. And ironically I have lots of encounters with the ugly aspect of it, not denying the beauty that accompanied it. I was chosen to witness the stark reality of lives yet be calm and composed. The skill of camouflaging emotions was learnt by my mother.

In my voyage many things came up from temptations it began and from then onwards. Expectations Comparisons Inspirations Aspirations Actions Reactions Perceptions Conditions Situations (All without commas) that’s life for me as it waits for none! Even you lost your breath. I know I lose it almost every day. When I was adamant to make a life for myself and live life on my terms as the halo of sincerity flashed on me and the chimes of making it MINE rang in my ears. Every time I was about to reach the zenith of my aims I was given Rejection Dejection both are difficult than any examinations in life.

Then came in seclusion and isolation; but my mother's motivation and her trust in me has kept me going and will keep me going till I reach what I saw for myself and now it my turn to show the world to my mother through my eyes. I will hold her hand and take her to my world.

To my Mom,

No matter what I do for her, I will never be able to acknowledge what she has done and is doing for me.

Love you so much :)

Life Travails

With my knees folded my hands wrapped around my knees. My face dug inside I refuse to see the world. I am too scared facing it. I hear screams I hear loud guffaws of people. Once I cried just to see no one comes to pacify you. Once I opened my hands for help only to find that they were crucified like Jesus.

My body is modeled in wax and clay I look gray and gaunter than ever. My eyes are just so dry. I cry no more. Just like dried water tears have made marks on my cheeks. Suddenly I had the most blissful smile on my face. An instant tranquility caressed me. I was rejuvenated enough to see the world around me again. It was too late but it was a new beginning.

I saw the death approaching not like a black demon with an axe in hand. A beautiful lady in white drapes welcoming me with open arms. That very instance I heard a voice in me, it said, "I come here not to detach you from the material world but have come to take you to the world of higher pleasures!"

A warm smile suffused my face and my last breath only to leave my body cold and rigid. I was soul without a body, the essence of calmness and neutrality was achieved. Suddenly I felt the imaginary cell of relations, repercussions and relativity vanished. I was free, I flew high raced the clouds. Explored the skies, I was there limiting the limitless.

I swam with the dauntless tides and danced with the waves. I was as silent as the sea yet so restless and fickle as mice. I was as deep as the marina trench only to know the dark in me. I never felt so invigorated and energized. People prayed for my survival but I enjoy my departure. Not in search of another soul and flesh bonding.

But to remain a vagabond and enjoy my soul "HOOD" without a life.

Tuesday 6 October 2009

Yet Another Break-Up

Dear Sex,


I knw we've had sum gud times togethr, bt we haven't seen each othr for a long time (perhaps too long) nd I'd like to see u again. Unfortunately, I've sum bad news. There's sum thing u shud know. I don't feel the same way as I used to, nd I'm sry. U're a grt thing, bt dere's sum one else. Sum one tht makes u seem PLAIN. Her name is Luv. She is a truly wondrous thing to behold, nd I've recently bcum vry well acquainted wid Luv. U'll always make me feel gud, bt sum thing deep wid in my vry soul reaches out whn Luv calls. The vry thought of Luv makes me go numb. I thought u were all I needed, bt I can't live wid out Luv. I wish it didn't end up this way, bt at the same time, I wish it had happened sooner. I wnt to see u evry nw nd again, bt Luv will always be wid me whn I see u frm nw on. I'm sure u'll appreciate hw Luv makes our togethr time feel like sum thing more.


Sincerely,

The Heart

Wednesday 15 October 2008

I am a restless soul...!!

My truths, my beliefs have undergone a radical transformation. From a kid, who was the apple of her parent’s eyes, to a teenager, trying to understand the complexities of people and society. And now a rebellious adult. I have begun questioning the trying circumstances I go through. Makes me suppose, that life ain't what we had planned it to be as kids. People not how they should have been. I remember when all I wanted in life was a dog. Now all I want is for life to be that simple again. It’s sickening to see the attitude with which people take life and each other. You get a high when you pull someone else down.

Everyone lives beneath a facade of incongruous principles. Each according to his/her own credo. That’s fine. But then why the revilement of those who choose to differ from the set-standards. What’s the use of denigrating people whom u don't understand.

I know I differ from the standards. But that difference makes me proud. I no longer need their acceptance. What’s right for me stays put. That’s my belief and my principle.

People just want u to spit back exactly what they want to hear. Maybe we should look at the bright side: We're beginning down the road less traveled. The start of a brand new life.

One should have the courage to love what is untamed inside of them selves. Most people are afraid of it and keep it buried deep inside them selves. Salute them, who have the courage to accept their lives, no matter how stark it is.

I’ve seen people, judge me just because I don't conform to their rules. And I've quietly carried on. Because they don't matter. I walk, I stumble and I’m still open to making more mistakes. Because that is me.

I know that I can't keep the door closed all my life just because it is dangerous. Just because there is a chance that I might get hurt. As a child and teenager I had hardly recognized the emotional blocks in people around me. I can just say to them "what tragedy happened in your life that you insist upon punishing yourself with all this... mediocrity…?" The biggest achievement anyone can make is, being true your beliefs. And I just did that. I can't curtail my thoughts, and I don't feel the need to. Confused I may be, distressed and surrounded by detractors I may be… but it’s still me.

I'm not a big advice giver, but for people who face situation like me... Don't wait around for your life to happen to you. Find something that makes you happy, and do it. Because every thing and every one else is all just background noise. You and I and “they” are completely different life forms and it's just some sick cosmic joke that we have to share a planet. Eventually everyone's got to take a stand. I'm making mine right here. Personally, I'm drawn to the symbolic journey of the roller coaster carrying you through life's ups and downs... but then in the end you puke…!! Sure, when life backfires... It does end up teaching u a lot. But it’s a Pyrrhic win...!!

Saturday 9 August 2008

Everything isn't meant to be understood...!!

Life keeps on amazing me... At one end I’m hopeless on the other I still have sum belief left inside of me... The follies and miseries continue... Situations ultimately bend man… Some times there is no other way... You just have to accept the path of doom and still continue hoping... Faith… for sum it leads them every where and for others it leads them no where... "Faith is universal… Our specific methods for understanding it are arbitrary... Some of us pray to Jesus, some of us go to Mecca; some study subatomic particles… In the end we are all just searching for truth, that which is greater than ourselves…” Faith in mankind... I guess on shaky grounds but still not fallen thanks to few :)


Faith in God... Yes, I have it… Its there I just need to find him… May be for this occasional need to reinforce my Faith... My faith says that God exists and so I believe it. Although my mind says that I can never understand Him but then I guess I’m not supposed to…!! If I did, my search will get over... Faith is that force which helps you go thru hell; some times knowing that heaven is not there in your lines of fate... Faith is about that truth u want to reach out to, which would give you the inner sense of calm…!! Faith manifests itself in many different ways… I would rather manifest mine into a belief. Belief that faith emerges from me; it’s my hands which would ultimately make or break my fate and my faith… He sees you, he watches over your actions like a gentle friend never blaming, never reproaching... He wants you to stumble and learn... That’s his billion dollar way of teaching… Can any guru beat that…? He doesn’t inject faith into you overnight… It’s the end result of your tedious journey… Whether and what you learn is as good or bad as your journey... And now I know that my faith is here inside me, instilled in my heart and soul… This tiresome journey I am upon, has taught me every step of the way... I am not religious, I am not an ardent spiritualist I’m just a believer in every system which appeals to my logical nature… I am hurt some times, by the harsh realities of life but then I know that Life has some meaning, each different for different one and I am grateful for the power that created us… Some say it God, some say its energy… For me It’s simply my faith and my search for what appeals to my inner sense… Ultimately, I’m just a BELIEVER in faith (In more purposefully MYSELF)

Fade To black...!!

I’ve learnt some thing by now... "Today has no definition... The past is always attached to a man's history n the future is an unpredictable dream…" You remember the past like a dream gone by… And you run after the future coz it’s a mean to escape the past and the today… A perfect cycle... No end points... You live and lose and get here... You want, you lose, and some times you lose your soul… You live in hell yet dream of the heaven... Or some times you may be living in heaven and unknowingly creating a hell for all and sundry… Belief, I know I said so... Is what you carry you through this journey… But then "Belief n what" that’s the next frontier…!! And still step by step as you walk you may or may never reach the final frontier… I want to end this on a positive note but then I can’t, so I leave it as such… I see the light beyond the darkness but still for now I may want to rest here in d dark before I make any further plans to reach there :)

Don't wrap me in white...!!

When I am done... Don't wrap me in white... Its too dull... At least for now I am making an effort... Sincere effort to appear bright and chirpy... Any bright color would do... Only roses... Let there be a distinct scent that comes on me... Adorn me with roses... The aroma of health and prosperity emitted over a dead, departed soul... Dress me in what ever my dad says is the best… Just make sure they are bright... Let my friends put it on me... Don’t keep me at home once I am still... Put me in the morgue over night... Yes I will take a day till I turn to ashes... I know people who love me will take a while to come down... I know my friends will be inconsolable… But once I am done… No matter where I am… Take me down to my home... I want to turn to ashes there... No place else in this entire world…!!

Live And Free...!!

I tried to live this way... The way I am living at the moment…!! I tried to surrender all I hoped for... The way I have surrendered my hopes... I just tried to put my heart in a box and lock it up... I tried to put a stop to love... I tried to say that I didn’t believe it exists... The way I run away from it everyday… Things never go on as you plan them... You get someone to lose them for ever... Relationships change their names to END... Life seems simple... People complicated…!! Why you lose someone about whom you care is a question I’ve resigned to be "Unanswered..." I don’t know why suddenly you seem to start struggling with your self and your life :: I always tried to adapt myself to all the changes life put in front of me… Tried to b happy about them... Tried to love people back... Give them more than they did... No REGRETS :)


But now when I try to hold myself back... Try to move away from all the hurt... Why does it have to again flash back… Why does it again have to repeat itself... Those dreadful moments…? Why…? Life has again thrown me back, again put me at cross roads... Scared to give things another chance…!! I try to be what I never was... I try to understand the NEW ME... I try to b happy but don’t know why the smile on my face never reaches my HEART…?

Apologise...!!

Who says apologizing for your wrongs… Leads to right…? Believe me some times the pain a person accumulates all thru his/her life is too big a barrier to be broken down by a small letter… We seldom realize, involved in our own lives how much negligence can kill some one… A sorry can never wipe away the fear you felt once... A sorry can never give u a high when you felt the lowest and your life... A sorry can not make a child feel safe when once she began feeling abandoned... A sorry can not... It just cannot give u back the time u waited in futility for your lover… Who says a sorry can mend a broken heart…? Do u…? Any relation should be about relating… But when a feeling of not being understood not being wanted creeps up... Dude, where is the relating too heading towards…? And when the people who say they need you, when they cut your life and hopes down… Then what does sorry mean in the end… Some times its too late to apologize…!!

What's this world... We're creating...!!

When I look around... I wonder what man has done to man… I fear, whether GOD will ever be able to forgive each of us…?


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Its then I realize GOD had left us long ago… !!

To walk away UNHEARD...!!

Some times back, I tried to open that door, I had closed SHUT… I thought it would make sum sense, but now I realize that there was a reason for which I had walked out... And now I respect it more so... What happens, what shouldn't, no one has any control over it... Life as they say, some times feels beyond any reason, any answer and just a tide wildly beating against its shore... The actions you take today may not seem the wisest ones years later... People change, why and when, no answers have ever. The ones who had given you extreme happiness are now the inseparable parts of your GRIEF box... And saddest of all is their denial, in what they are doing to you... One always tries to push back the demons of past, try to take out the good from it and move on ahead... An ode to those unsung happy memories... But what do you do when the good comes back to u, now having taken the form of bickering, sanctimonious preaching about where you went wrong... All the more reasons are piled up to feel that, was that part of your life actually meaningless…? I think with time one must learn how to speak out their heart, how to stand up against injustice and more so ever how to LIVE... Life needs only some form of excuse to live... I think I’ll live high… I’ll try to live in that commotion, that din which makes your heart's voice "Unheard"... It’s better to walk away rather than try to explain to those who have already made their decisions…. It’s no sacrifice; it’s just trying to search for peace, where I can reveal in my solitude... Where words are insufficient to explain, time does the trick... So I wait for time, to heal those wounds which I can never fill myself. Till then I’ll wait… I’ll wait to see if Life does actually move in a PERFECT circle or not... And even if I have to face imperfections, even if the wrong done seems so big that it is beyond repair, then I guess I’ll just fasten my Pace and move on and on... Still no words to say, still nothing to explain... Cuz I have a belief in myself... which is everlasting… PEACE OUT…!!

Me & Y's...?

I have noticed I tend to question the motives of life… The ways of living… I have noticed I’m experimenting with my life with relations… Trying to leave back… All the things, all the places and all the people who hurt me... Who have betrayed my trust… Who have blemished my trust on love, faith and understanding... I see this feeling in my heart to forgive more easily yet I also see the erosion of faith slowly n silently... Forgiveness means letting go completely… Yes I do let go of occasions when I’ve felt helpless… Left out and alone… But I also let go of people... Yet I still feel that pain and the utter astonishment of being bereft of what I had so expected from life... I think I’m at stage of my life when I’m questioning the value, the motives of social norms of love, of friendship… It’s this crucial stage of life which can make or break faith on the issues of life n relationships… Pain I didn’t know now how well I can handle it... I think, till now I have done well with it. I’ve learned the lessons of life each time... Each misgiving each disappointment has taught or rather I took it as a lesson... I’ve been good, I’ve been bad… I didn’t know how and where I would fare as a human being… Does ultimately goodness of soul count…? And If it does then when… Still I didn’t know whether I’m an atheist or a believer... Life till now has given enough reasons to stop this belief in the almighty… Is it just this social fabric or all the teachings from childhood which makes this faith in him unshakable…? Are we actually left out to fend for ourselves…? Or are we puppets whose strings are being yanked by Him…? Is this what we call the 'Dance of Life’…? There is so much which I have to discover about my self... Why and when am I good…? Or am I just pretending to be so… This journey I have to make… To understand life better... I didn’t know why I feel I have this quest inside me… Thirst to know life, to understand the idiosyncrasies of life n the way it twists and turns at each corner… Why is it always good after bad or sunset after sunrise… Why doesn’t life have finality... Why does it have to move on… And so my search goes on… I didn’t know when it'll end… I didn’t know when I’ll understand my self completely… I didn’t know when I’ll stop running, when I’ll put an end to this fear of hurt…!!

HOPE

Life is not ultimate; there is no pinnacle, what we determine that IS the ZENITH is for us... Live in TODAY... Catch hold of each fleeting happiness... Think that what u has today may not be yours for ever... It has to go SOMEDAY… How u wants to let it go, how many things and people you want to come between U & UR'S is your Ultimate CHOICE & Ultimate STRENGTH…!! Life is all About HOPE…!!

Life seeks those who seek them selves...!!

The journey each and every one of us willingly or some times unwillingly, has to under go... Is the journey of life... It’s an on going process... It's like a child I think... Needs to b cherishes, understood, nurtured and allowed to get hurt some times… You can't always mollycoddle it; U can't always be protective about it if u wants to make it strong, self-reliant... Allow it to get bruised, allow yourself to take some risks, allow yourself fall to down... If u doesn’t get hurt how will u learn from your mistakes. After all this, there is no other way for you except learning and pushing down the boundaries you had erected for yourself… Life has to b understood carefully, & the journey deciphered to enjoy its meaning... Enjoy each moment, joy and even pain, the sublimity, the innocence and also the hardships of living... Each lonely moment you spend with yourself can be converted into that timeless moment where u can cajole yourself to go on further, see through the darkness... The grime of facades... Into that bright light of hope... As we move on in life, we leave behind some people, so many moments... Or are some times left behind by others… In any case we have to come to term with the truth that “Changes are inevitable” - 99% of what we desire seldom happens… All the so-called negativity of life is inevitable, and then why not basks in the positivity which is the aftermath of the storms in your life… Its wise to be prepared but then also let that innocence of child hood leave its footprints in your heart... Let trust in your own self is the foundation of every relation you make... Then no matter what happens, well or bad ... You can never be defeated…!!

Letting GO...!!

If you expect to be disappointed, you'll never be disappointed... It seems that God is making me shed a lot of unconscious beliefs I have had about how life works... I HATE being disappointed so to avoid it at all possible costs, I actually MAKE myself be disappointed because that is so much easier than having hopes potentially dashed anyway. You can be entirely justified “Right" in every thing you are sure of, if you bet on being disappointed and have it proven so… When things actually go "Right" for you... It's a nice surprise but you can dismiss them as mere coincidences anyway... You don't really deserve nice things happening, that's just an illusion... Reality is much more dark and horrid than that... Disappointment is an easy deal... You just have to believe you don't deserve and/or won't get something in life…!! You got it…!! You can now be smug and self-righteous because you were RIGHT…!! Life IS massively unfair…!! So there…!! I can PROVE it…!! The depths of my cynicism amaze even me at times... I have honestly and almost completely believed now that there is only Hope in the inevitable denial of wishes and dreams… If someone offered you chocolate but you believed they were trying to poison you, do you still take it…? Think over it... I may wish for beautiful things to happen to me but I don't take those wishes seriously or even act on them... My intentions are about being disabused of having the good stuff in life… This is the stupid dichotomy inside of me in regards to Hope... I long for and wish for and think about having and wanting beautiful things to happen to me... Then I immediately set myself up for complete and absolute disappointment... I either deliberately set the bar too high into the realm of illusion and fantasy or I just simply believe its never going to happen to me…!! I'm not a fighter, but I seem to be endlessly fighting with myself instead of just letting go of the fight within and going with whatever IS right now... My new purpose is to learn how to allow ALL possibilities, good and bad, love and abandonment, to happen if and when they will and keep joy and hope alive through any of them... Life IS beautiful if you allow it to be so... The shitty stuff just reminds us what its worth…


This is me... I am FAHAD :)

Let Go and Let God…!!

Life - A big puzzle...!!

I see life as a big puzzle board upon which pieces and clues of a difficult and unending riddle is scattered... In my attempt to solve this riddle, I look everywhere for clues - In the challenges that come my way, in the people that join me in my journey, in the roads I take... But the greatest clue, I think, is inside me... The pieces of the puzzle are there, hidden in the contents of my heart and in the strength of my faith, for in this puzzle, I am an important piece, a significant clue, and an indispensable player, all rolled into one…!!

Step back & view...!!

When the world closes in on you and your head seems ready to burst, are you the type who caves in…? Is u the kind of person who fights back ferociously, blindly striking out in all directions…? Or, does u strategize, step back and wait for your part of the world to set itself right again…? The pain of a moment, though deadening in its intensity, is but one blip when viewed on the larger canvas of Life...!!

All about choices & decisions...!!

Do you believe every decision that you are going to make takes you to a different path each time…? Every single choice that you have decided, makes you think you going for the certainty of life yet it is the uncertainty things you are unaware of behind that each “Door” you choose upon…? I find that is rather amusing to be sure of what you want when what you want could be the next thing you want to get rid of... It’s funny, isn’t it…? The irony of life itself... How much we really want to understand life and its complexity…? As simple minded as I am, I could not help and wonder why sometimes life can be THAT complicated... People throw questions at me, ‘Why do I have to see it that complicated…?' or ‘Why I need to see the negative side of life…?’ Do I really have a choice not to when each turn I make, I keep facing troubles... I do want my God to lead my life, yet it gets really harder each passing day... I believe my god will never give me something I cannot not handle, but at my most fragile moments, I know I could just slip away without a single soul knowing why... So it’s like... what are the choices I am left with…? I tell myself someone else has worse luck than me... There are people poorer than me, suffer more than me, bla bla bla and the list goes on... But the real fact right now is that I don't care much how other people’s situation is... That idea only comforts me temporarily; really, I need to get back to my own reality... How to deal with it…? I always try to look for a better way out but what if I am left with a few choices that trap me, that could only make situation worse…? What defines good choices and bad choices…? What if what I thought is a good choice initially turns out to be a bad choice in the end…? Can I still hope the best out of it…? I would say yes and no… Yes if I managed to get out of that perfectly fine, and no if I have to lose something precious to get away from that... Is all left to merely prayers…? Hoping some kind of miracle happens…? I seek miracles, and I know there is a beautiful angel out there to guide me during these life difficulties... I really don’t know what is the next thing that can happen to my life... I can only embrace it when it comes around... What is the best way to handle it…?

Tuesday 29 January 2008

Lιfє ιѕ α вєαυтιfυl...!!

Life is much more than what we ever can possibly see and perceive... On our end it might be gloomier and nice. But there are corners which are untouched still... We can neither see nor perceive those nooks n corners... It is vast... Vast as sky above... Vast as universe... Life has its own design... We may not able to perceive it the way it is... Or the way it works... We can only see the near future... But in long run, life seems to be different from what we see rite now.

How ѕнorт ιѕ lιfє...?

Life is too short to live with all those entangled chains of emotions and relationships... After all for whom r we living and sacrificing ourselves... Time has reached to be selfish... Be selfish for a second and take a glance around. For whom u r living for. If u need to live in this world u need to think of urself. Love urself... Cause ultimately only ur soul will be there with you... Don’t u think... But the power of love chains us with emotions and bonds... Which destroys us... Will takes our whole identity... Try to be urself...!!

Wнαт woυld ιт вє αfтєr dєαтн...?

We have eternal life. We do have to leave our past behind so that much is true regarding peace or pain after this dimension of existence. But there is more. Your consciousness is what you take with you. And all your experiences and all the emotions you have towards others will be applicable to one unified being, so if there is pain and suffering and a weak will. Also, we do not know the levels we will have to transcend. Not necessarily all those who go unsatisfied will suffer. There are other lives and other battles before we are back where we started for so do not assume then once you die its all one eternal peaceful state if you are good.

Monday 28 January 2008

I'νє lєαrnєd тo lινє wιтн ραιn... нανє υ...?

Pain… Its one thing that every one of us hopes not to have but as in reality, it’s something that hits us every now and then it’s certainly something that cannot be avoided but we can certainly learn to cope up with it. When the pain is physical it might stay for a few hours or for days but when the pain is at heart it may take forever to subside and one instance of such pain happening to us is when we fall in love and that love happens to be a disaster. In such situations the pain happens to stay with us for a long long time, we may even go under depression at times but just being a bit more sensible life can be a lot better, even with pain when we learn to accept pain and live with it. True, it’s pretty to tough to do that especially when we lose our loved ones but think again with a bit of acceptance and tolerance from our side... Life can indeed be a smooth journey with pain. So have u learnt to live with it…?

If уoυ нανє α drєαм...!!

If you have a dream doesn’t wait for some distant day to come. It may be too late before you've even begun. Not everyone will agree with all you decide. Be true to yourself first and foremost. The only important thing in life is what you do with the time you spend here on earth. Don't be afraid to follow your desires, they are not silly nor selfish. Take the time and do what makes you feel alive. Leave your fears and regrets in the past, for this is where they belong. Don't cloud today with things that can't be undone. You have no more control over yesterday or tomorrow, than you do the raging of your passions. Do not quiet these dreams nor quench your desires. For if you do, your journey is ended. You have only today to begin anew and follow your dreams. For in the end all we have are our memories. When the twilight comes to us, let there be, No excuses, no explanations, no regrets…!!

Drєαмѕ тo rєαlιту...!!

Dreams are the most beautiful, prettiest and a sweetest part of a person’s life. Sometimes Dreams are also source of inspiration and a way to growth for a human being. Dreams inspire and aspire a person to strive for better in life. Reality is what we call life. Life has its own ways. It can sometimes be a pleasant experience or can be cruel. It shows us good as well as bad days. It teaches us something new at every instance of time. I too believe one can bring his/her dream to reality by sincere efforts and a strong will. One just needs to strive for it. So I feel dream and reality are just hand away. One needs to make efforts to unite them.

Tнє мєαnιng of му lιfє...!!

When someone gets to know about the purpose of his creation then he simply understands what is the meaning of his life. This life is a gift of Almighty God. Everything belonging to us belongs to Him actually. All our happiness. All our worries. All our problems are His problems. He knows how to solve them or fix them. So we don’t have to worry. Other human beings are also His creatures n we love them for this reason only. I don’t love my friend coz of her. I love her coz she’s Gods creation so I simply dun have any expectations from her. I won’t worry if she leaves me tomorrow coz if it happens that wud is Gods will. Having this approach. We wud never be affected by tribulations n afflictions in our life. We need to strive n know our purpose of creation.